sorry for not updating as often.
been quite busy with stuffs..
ugh. feeling kind of crazed right now.....
i realised silence isn't as simple as i thought it is..
Silence can make people feel better,
crazy,
contented,
happy,
relieved,
bored,
and blah blah.

i think i'm currently in the crazed aspect of silence.
crazy but not till the point that i have to go to hougang chalet,
but crazy enough to feel like sprinting all my anxiety away
in the middle of the night.
I hope it will all work out in time.
and i really pray that i will believe in myself
and stop being so jumpy,
and that my heart will stop racing at every tiny thing that happens,
and TAKE A CHILL PILL.

seriously,
why am i so drama.
i think if you can read my mind you'll be suprised at how
many things i stress over about in a day,
and how many wishes i make.